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Monday, March 16, 2009
My heartfelt words to my dearest friend
Dear Friend, I know you are still feeling sad and have been crying alone in the middle of the nights. You need to stay strong and get over this. I understand its hard but you have to tell yourself "You can do it!" Only if you have the determination to forget him, you will then find a true love.
Its definitely not worth to distrust love just because you have experienced one failed relationship. Not every guy is like that heartless guy. You are a pretty, smart and good girl, I don't wish to see you being so unhappy. If you have any troubles or problems, you must call and tell me. Don't keep all your troubles to yourself.
I have also experienced two to three failed relationships before I found QQ. All this while, you have been listening to all my woes no matter how late the night is. Its your warm heart and sincerity that brings us two together as true friends.
Finally, I hope you will live happily and get over the past. If you need someone, I will be there for me. Jia you 
Posted at 06:17 pm by JoreenToh
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Love towards my husband_16 March 2009
It has been at least more than half a year since I last blogged. Today is my beloved hubby's birthday but he is so busy with his work. I thought of designing a special birthday card for him with our dating photos to our marriage photos. Haiz, but you xin wu li...
I felt so blessed to know him and marry him. Though he is a "woodblock" ( doesn't say honey words), he expresses all his love, care and concern towards me through his actions. He knows what I desire and works hard to give me the best. For instance, for Valentine's Day, he bought me a diamond ring which I long wished for.
Now, I am expecting and I recalled during my First Trimester, I kept throwing temper at him as I was extremely uncomfortable. Nevertheless, he still stood by me though sometimes he shouted at me which makes me very angry.
Here, I wanted to take this chance to apologise to him for not being a good wife and girlfriend but he is no doubt a good husband that I can depend on. I love him lots 

Posted at 05:37 pm by JoreenToh
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Wednesday, December 21, 2005
Wednesday December 21 2005
I hate thinking of a suitable title to describe the entries I am filling in. Hence, decided to follow Juan's blog naming convention.. Day followed by Date.
Heard from some of my friends, recent news of their love relationships, though not able to understand the pain or numbness they are going through, i hope to tell them I will be there for them should they need. Sound clinchy is it? Sorry, can't think of any better words.
With the help of my U friends, I scored fairly well and I am so touched by their help. Promise to gve them a treat, going to have a hole in the pocket! Stay at hme whole day, very sian. Sad, agrian going IA next semester, though we have encountered some unpleasant conflicts between us but we managed to resolve. He's a joker, my best pal in U. I am left alone, lucky got my gals gang with me. Not too bad.
controlling my QQ too much .. I too unreasonable, I cannot tahan. Pity him lucky he still wan me. I going ROM in Feb 2008, told my mum liao. Happy like in heaven, I keep pressurig him, feel pai seh. Dun know if it is possible to book now? scared, full on that day. Next year, must start saving money to buy flat.
Colour hair a few days ago, can't remember exact date. Dye a few streaks purple, rest are the normal colour i usually dye..My mummy paid haha bought several hair products coz my hair is damaged. Poor mum, pay until broke.
Off to sleep..btw my sis has bf liao..i going malaysia tomorrow muacks.. Wish all of my friends happy..muacks
Posted at 12:42 am by JoreenToh
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Wednesday, June 01, 2005
These few days, I have been tutoring kids from P3 onwards. The agency I approached is so active, keep finding me customers. My life is just hectic, run here and there. Thought I can slim down but my voracious appetite failed me.
My dear QQ is so busy, he has been working too hard. Hope he can have a good rest and he will be in the pink of health. Though he is very weary, he still squeezes his time out to accompany me. Hmm.. What can I expect?
His health matters much to me perhaps I should give him more freedom and not stick to him like a superglue. Just to let all of you know, he did not come to my house last week :(. Nevertheless, he took me out half of the day at East Coast, IMM with his family members.
I had a fall, luckily was a small wound but bled. Hai...On the recovery..liao. Wanna tell my dear QQ I love him so much though he changed liao. Anyway, he never sees my blog one..hope to share my deep down feelings with all my close friends.
All of you take care. Btw, my results suck ..disappointed. Who cares!!!
Posted at 01:15 am by JoreenToh
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Saturday, May 07, 2005
Mother's Day is coming. I hate myself for not saving enough $$ to buy a special gift to my mum. Sorry.
I guess a woman is very noble and it takes great pains to raise a child. My parent is definitely the best in my heart. Every child would mostly think so. Sometimes, I feel guilty for treating my mum badly. I guess ppl are like this, they take things for granted.
I really detest the behaviour of my bro and sis. Are they so immature? I feel like killing them. I mean I also have my negative points but somehow I just cant tahan their attitude. One is forever so stupid, naive and stubborn although filial. The other worse, cant understand my mum's plight. Whole mind just thinking of that fucking girlfriend. Only know how to spend my mum $$ never contribute much to the household.
The last one that is me. I got a foul temper and I am unreasonable. I think my parent though so perfect is very unlucky to have three of us. They should strangle us as soon as we are born or abort us when we are still developing inside my mum's womb. I really cant take it anymore. I pity my parents.
Sorry I just cant justify my english, it's getting bad to worse. I need to get off from this dumb PC. I am vexed. I hate everthing including that idiot.
Posted at 02:10 am by JoreenToh
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Today, I had a wonderful day at East Coast. Agrian and I rented a two seater bicycle and we cycled for a very long time. He's an expert sorry for troubling him as I am very heavy. William joined in the fun too...
My muscles ached must be I exercise too much. Late in e afternoon, we went to the beach to play. Enjoyable playing with William, Ryan as we chased after one another to throw sand. Yenlan, Xinyi, Alex and Yingfeng were "saboed" by us. Agrian looked after our bags so never experienced those excitement. Nice evening spent!!!
Guess I am having problems with him. Time passes and we knew each other about 7 years. The longer our relationship, the more effort it takes to maintain. Love is abt understanding, trust but somehow I just doesn't possess those qualities. I am utterly disappointed in myself and him.
Ever since he bought that car, he kept himself busy with all those car accessories, investing huge bucks on it. I am jealous. The food I requested he not even bring me to eat but he's willing to spend on "machine". He never offered to drive me home automatically. Most of the times I asked him to send me home.
Are you brainless or what? He simply treat his family, his car, his friends better than me. I just HATE HIM HATE HIM. I HAD ENOUGH! I CAN'T STAY WITH A MAN WHO DOESNT LOVE ME OR SHOW ME CONCERN.
WHAT THE FUCK AM I WAITING HIM TO CHANGE! He wont change definitely. He wont visit my blog, wont even ask me what's wrong, wont even call me to talk long over e phone unless I lose my temper.
I really very upset, sad over family over studies and over his scupid affairs. I decided to treat him bad, I am determined coz I know he wont appreciate.
Sooner or later, we would end our relationship. I HATE him.
Posted at 01:56 am by JoreenToh
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Sunday, April 03, 2005
My Fatty had his Own Car Yeah
Drinking a glass of red wine and my eyelids closing soon, I just wanna express my feelings hidden inside me all these days. Project deadline approaching soon, some team members not cooperative, should i say they have time to attend other issues, but not to spend time on this project?
Agrian, I wanna compliment on, he's realli a good guy to work with..I like him.. While they are some who is also so hardworking, I am glad to work with them in a group.
My dear bought a car recently, I feel the exterior and interior design are nice. As long as he loves it, I also share the same sentiment. He is so exhirated and I hope to be with him to enjoy all the joys and sorrows. My exams coming soon and every subject I just dun know... How?
I miss all of you very much.... I miss all of you and penny,,my pal... Wish all of you remain happy and success in ur future endeavours.
As for me, my future is tightly locked with him, TAN QQ. hehehehe byebye
Posted at 03:45 am by JoreenToh
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Saturday, March 12, 2005
Special Thanks to AP and Jeanie
I wanna express my thanks to Jeanie and AP. Both of them are my get along pals in Uni.. Funni, clever, pretty and slim... They helped me in programming and am considered lucky to know them...
Both of them are adorable, fun to play with... If not, uni life may be bored without them and my gang..
Posted at 11:03 pm by JoreenToh
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When my mum and sis went abroad, I was sad. Luckily, he was there to accompany me. He treats me very good and gives in to me. Of course, I was glad...
But..Recently, we had slight arguments. Today, I initiate a break-up coz his sacastism made me very flare up and my volcano erupts. Probably I am getting heaty nowadays so speed up the process. I dun understand him...In the end, I called him to apologise. I hate saying sorry.
Bad news,,, Luck was not at his side. Even though he would pour out all his woes to me, I am still not satisfied. I wanna shower my care and concern to him but I end up adding to his troubles. I lose my temper at him... I am affected by his unhappy, damn bored tone when he phoned me these few days. I dun like that.
I am scared to lose him. Please let that urine check be negative. I trust him and I beg "YOU" not to take him away from me.. Dun separate us... The car that he desired and paid a deposit may be gone coz of the rejected bank loan.. Why give him a hope when you wanna take back? Are "YOU" so heartless. My heart sank out to him..my poor boy...
Posted at 10:59 pm by JoreenToh
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Sorry my friends for not updating my blog. These few weeks, I have to rush assigments, do housework, handle my tempermental moods, arguing with my fatty and scolding my bro...At least, I still met up my best pals, le3nzz and yun for a dinner.
Le3nzz is growing prettier each time I saw her. She has tremendous figure and I nearly drooled saliva when I met her that day. She was dressed in white and her hair damn stylish.. My fav gal always so gentle and sweet.
Yun is more mature now. She is also very slim and beautiful. What I love about her is that she never fails to listen to my long complaints and is there to support me all the time. A great pal I can rely on. Though she is having mood swings probably becoz of her face, I sincerely hope she can stay happy. She has a jovial smile and always touches my heart. Muacks.
Hope to meet up with all my poly babes soon..Yeah all of them are so special to me...
Posted at 10:46 pm by JoreenToh
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